air fares went up friday...

round trip to paris was a real good deal.
cheap...tempting and now...unavailable.
sounds like someone else I know.

today was okay.
it wasn't exactly good, or bad...

I've come to realize that no matter how much I like a person, that i'll never find the guts to tell them.
I had the chance to tell him twice today.
Two perfect moments...
But, something is stopping me.
I'm not exactly sure what it is, but I know that it's definitely there.
Maybe it's the fear of losing him as a friend...
or the fear of rejection...
or just the fact that he's older than me.
or maybe it's all 3.

I just don't know anymore.

tomorrow's always another day, I guess.

-Shelby